that existential moment just before you have to go do number 2, but are in an inconvenient time and place. a part of who you are flashes before you: what should i do? why here? why now?

very enlightening.

#shithappens

dammit #graceland! my stomach just jumped up and i think it occupied that space between my lungs. gaaah

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oh and johnny! i want him to be my bestfriend squeee :)))

i will wake up in five hours and hate my five-hours earlier self
#wastingtime #damnyoutube #

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i decide to dump all my bad vibes here so i could log off and face the world a nicer person
#detox #brightidea

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to distant niece: i wish i still had your ideals. NOT. glad i woke up from all that

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sleep. now.